Walk with me this way..

 can’t believe how time flies.. almost a year here in Washington on Jan .. around this time last november i was still pining for someone that  constantly rejected me. i remember i met him a day before my birthday i think and he had a bag with him..i thought he had my gift in it.. but obviously.. he never really thought of me like someone he will give a gift to....well that’s over and done with.. I left and he  didn’t stop me because there is no love story.. as he liked to remind me.. made me cry but such is life. I learned my lessons.. i’m happy now .. i love this new man, my person.. he is fun to be with and we love each other which is what’s important.. He wouldn’t let go of me..as i wouldn’t let go of him.. Aruka is snoring beside me as I write this down at 2am in the morning.: lol 🏌️‍♂️😆

  It’s nice to be called “ the Light of my Life”.. I love that..  Sometimes it’s those little wrinkles that makes life interesting.. I’m glad he’s mine..

 You’ve chosen this.. you decide on this.. now the elemental of this passion is amiss.. no more sad poems.. no more unfulfilled “ what ifs”.. you gotta let go of what is not meant to be..  Talk about the melancholy of feeling melancholy to produce those poems from your sad unrequited love. And yet.. he’s here.. or is he? how do you really know if it’s forever?

  “ The world doesn’t revolve around you.”.. he said.. I wonder why he’d say that? I had this victim mentality all the while, the unrequited love, the one who got used, the one who was told more personal rudder things.. but I put them aside because I know i’m expecting too much from someone that I shouldn’t be expecting anything from. I think that was the “ closure” I was waiting for. Him playing the victim… funny.. It’s ok.. we meet people for a reason.. I learned a lesson meeting that person and now it’s time to move on..

  It really flies.. how time came so fast.. last June i moved to Paris and now a year and two months had passed. Also J said he didn’t want to meet B until we’re 6 months.. 6 months just flew by. Anyway, it was fun shooting the wedding in Canada. it was mostly a close family / friends party.  It was in a flower field.. It was interesting though.. I like shooting indoors and outdoors.. i missed shooting in the beach though.. I got paid and i like that.. i missed my paid photoshoots.. I wish id have more . if only i followed up with that wedding photographer job application, but i don’t want to work for anyone. I’d rather work on my own photography business here in Washington.. maybe when i move to Bremerton. Talk about Bremermerton.. it is our love oasis ..😂.. fun.. someday i hope i wont get tired of it.. i’ll tell more about Bremerton soon.

  Wow.. who would have thought? Bliss Fun Laughter Joy Working together Helping one another Giving each other to one another.. Seems like an incredible relationship .. plus no fighting ever.. ha ha😆😊.. i could not believe.. not even a slight misunderstanding.. “ I love you’s” everyday..  Scary though.. haven’t met anyone like that before.. we just vibe.. unbelievable really..❤️