Walk with me this way..

 Apr 24,2024 I've started walking away the other day, but I'm a glutton for punishment..so I turned around ...(the wrong way) I thought that "maybe" there is a chance with this person, that this time around he would be better. But being old and set in your ways is really hard for those type. Plus the verbal abuse and no respect at all, and everything is going to be my fault in the future. I've been there done that, yet I was stubborn. Although last night, I truly decided that I'm done..I do not want the agony of punishing myself anymore...god help me..lol I know there are other better people out there in the world. Truly kind, caring, loving and gentle souls who I would click with. Maybe for now, I'm not really ready. They say if it's meant to be..they will find their way to you. Whoever he is, he should be British...ha ha..and tall, handsome and affectionate...don't forget Intelligent since I love to learn new stuffs from other people. Life to me ...

Part 1 2024...whew...I cannot believe how time breezed by.. So many travels later and I'm still going to travel more. A recap of my travels would be awesome..but it's too much to write down here..lol Danggit...and my lonely heartaches too..maybe that's why I travel so much so I can forget my heartaches. I thought, I found the "one" finally...until he showed me his true colors.. 3 weeks was long enough to know who he is or finally revealing who he was..Actually, to be honest...I'm glad he showed me who he really is , so I can run now..ha ha ha.. I'm taking it lightly now unlike when I was younger I had this long litany of how and whys it didn't work and torture myself. Now, that I'm older...I realized I just need to accept it that..."It wasn't meant to be." He wasn't my cup of tea. It hurts though still a bit because when I like someone...I truly truly like them and letting them go...they take a piece of me with them.. But, I shou...