This Way please part1

Part 1

2024...whew...I cannot believe how time breezed by..

So many travels later and I'm still going to travel more.

A recap of my travels would be awesome..but it's too much to write down here..lol

Danggit...and my lonely heartaches too..maybe that's why I travel so much so I can forget my heartaches.

I thought, I found the "one" finally...until he showed me his true colors.. 3 weeks was long enough to know who he is or finally revealing who he was..Actually, to be honest...I'm glad he showed me who he really is , so I can run now..ha ha ha.. I'm taking it lightly now unlike when I was younger I had this long litany of how and whys it didn't work and torture myself. Now, that I'm older...I realized I just need to accept it that..."It wasn't meant to be." He wasn't my cup of tea. It hurts though still a bit because when I like someone...I truly truly like them and letting them go...they take a piece of me with them..

But, I should just move on..maybe he's one of those people that I had to meet to remind me...not to go for someone like that again.

Life is short, I tell myself everyday...... I have this dark side telling me to "give up"....but I think I was made to be strong as a brick. Life handed me this mortar to chip away at it and I succeeded ( so far).

It's this damn "positive thinking" side of me that Inspired me to Fight all my life..

My most favorite place in the world..Paris..see you soon..again..