500 pieces puzzle

 To be honest...

He was a big 500 pieces jigsaw puzzle

that I could not put together

too many pieces I had to decipher

this piece with that piece..It's confusing.

I believe it was too hard, it's all screwy

my eyes would hurt

my heart awry

my soul defeated.

500 conflicting pieces..did 3 or even 10 matches

not even a little part to a big whole that I had tried to piece together

So, I gave up

as Ive never wanted to solve it anymore

 'why bother with such a difficult puzzle?

Life is too exciting outside these jumbled puzzles,,

frustration mounts and I would put them back in the box.

It's not worth it

there's no fun in it

im not one you can count on solving 

such intricate puzzles

Headached, tears...disillusions

Back in the drawer the box of puzzles goes in..

I'm Done...