Look this way please

 I've felt lighter since yesterday

like a heavy feeling got lifted off my chest

who am I kidding? 

A new beginning is what I'm hoping for

but why, what for?

I'm still leaving anyway..I need to..

So I could breathe much better

Last year I've been running away

and I was good at it..flew everywhere 

Went to Europe, visited my cousin in Seattle

did a wedding in NC, after a few months flew to Japan

I was that desperate not to be home and see familiar places

This year I need to face the music

I'm not meant to be here anymore, I've stayed put..no not really

last march flew to the East coast and did a week of traveling 

started in Washington DC then drove there to Pennsylvania to Poconos to Upstate NY then NJ to New York City. I've been staying in Key Largo also for work a week at a time.

Maybe the latter part of this year..I'll stay put in France then travel everywhere in Europe..the other countries I haven't been yet.

Sounds exciting...

 

I really

 wanted to continue

with this brief something..

now I wonder ..but as always

If things are meant to be...it will be