many ways

 So many things I wanted to share here..but sometimes I don't know how to actually put it together. I guess those were bouts of inspiration and then I would let it pass.

Like this morning, I had a weird dream..

I was somewhere else with friends, new friends I think or my coworkers..it was all mixed up. Then next thing I knew I was "floating" ..I wasn't flying just hovering, maybe a little bit of flying. I always remember I have flying dreams when I was younger.

I was in search of my biological mother, so I dreamt I flew up in the clouds (not heaven) and saw her there. I desperately wanted to have or know who my real mom was when I was a teenager. 

Anyway, back to the dream..

I always do that..somehow "show off" to others that I could fly or float..but nobody notices it or acknowledges it ...lol..but I didn't care, I love the feeling that I was conquering the air and can float to where I want to be. 

Then there was this guy..

He was kinda handsome , I think....he's one of my coworkers and he wanted us to go out somewhere..hang out I think...but then I couldn't open my eyes..I couldn't see who he was..so strange I know..why can't I see him clearly when I saw my co workers before.

I wonder who he was..

Mr. mystery man.. ha ha ha..Jane joked with me yesterday..she said , I might meet a "French guy" there..."oui" I said..😁😛 but then I go..nahhh..I'm hoping to meet a British guy with a great accent...😂😁tall, kind, understanding, lovable, intelligent and genuine like me...well I'm not tall but both my ex's are 6'2...lol..then she goes,"let's go to London!"..hahahaha😂😛😝

I woke up today researching what does "floating" in dreams mean. I knew the answer before I read it.