Minding way

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 My mind is just over loading lately..It just doesn't want to quit..

So many things I have to do, so many things I have to think about. 

I do not have time to wallow in anything that is not productive.

This week was rest day..I think because I worked a lot last week.Also I think I am being forced to rest because I fell at work three days ago and my chest hurts a bit. I fell on my hands and my knee hurt a bit , but my chest felt sore..I don't know why, I didn't land on it when I fell..maybe it was just the force. But I am feeling much better now.

I am feeling a bit of Urgency also...I need to start throwing stuffs, selling stuffs...July is almost here. 

I also am not listening to my instincts..maybe just to get over this drama..I need to finally divert my attention to something more important like, trying to write my book...whatever about.. I need to start my outlines....Ok I promise I will try my very best..





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