Peace way

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 Yesterday I went to the park with Abby...I've been savoring these trips to my "sanctuary" because I would be missing that place once I leave. I like going there because it is my inspiration place. I actually used to go there after my raquetball games..I need to play again one of these days before I go.

I was thinking about the "sign"..and again God did not budge..lol..He's like ok..."enough"

To be honest , I think I dodged a bullet ..I cannot tolerate abuse anymore. I think I'm done being a martyr or being a punching bag for someone. (i'm exaggerating) ha ha ha😉😆

But truly..there is nothing like "peace"..maybe this is what I have to achieve in this lifetime..all my life, I sacrificed my own happiness for everyone else....But, I truly believed that by doing so I made "them" happy..and now that they have their own lives ..I am happy for them.

I vow to spread positivity and Love from now on. I've always been but more so now..

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