Heart way

 "If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wanders."

This quote struck me as I read it..

I had been obsessing about him..It had always been like that.."you want what you can't have..sometimes..specially if it's wrong for you..."

I'm happy now at least I realized that it would never work even if we got together. He doesn't believe in my "God"..he lacked spirituality...

To be with someone like me..He would understand where I am coming from. Maybe he didn't have the experience to get exposed to that kind of spirituality...or he's just an atheist...I wouldn't know..all I know was..he mocked my God..and that killed my admiration to him right away.

All my life, I've never depended on man..but mostly my spirit guides, my guardian angels, my God..who I know is always there for me..how else would I have survived from being an abandoned baby to woman who is to embarked on this new adventure in another land.

It takes a lot of courage, faith, love,fighting spirit to be someone like me.

Maybe it was the uniqueness of him that I had missed before. which I cannot mention here...maybe next time..lol

Anyway...I am free..

My mind wanders to the new hope and adventures that I am about to face ..and I know they're watching me..