Writer's way

 I was looking thru my old journals..but I saw some prints of my old blogs back in the day..maybe around 2009.. I used to join writer's challenges with my friends and we would have words we have to incorporate with the essays..I realized I was trying to be a writer before than a photographer ..I started my photography anyway in 2010..I guess the writing took a back seat. Anyway I want to put some of them down here in my blogs just so I have a copy here...I am about to throw a lot of my stuffs soon also 😢😔

Here's a challenge with the word "Desire" 

As I sat by the beach, I have this scenario playing in my head. I need to get a resolution. A conversation replayed in my head.

"It's all your fault" she gently chided with tears in her eyes. She told him intently at the same time.

"If you love me and desire me, I wouldn't have to go elsewhere." and he replied just as fast. "I do love you, you don't have to go anywhere else, I am here for you."

"You are wrong, I do desire you baby and don't you think it hurts for me to watch you go thru this?" and he added.."I've told you from the beginning, you are a part of me."

"You know baby, I love you so much to let you do whatever you have to do to be happy, yet you are getting miserable." She looked at him with a blank stare, tears starting to sting her.

What you would give for a love like this? Honest, eternal and forgiving. Although, it's like a birthday gift you had forgotten to open. It was just sitting there, ready for you to open.

But, there is one missing.."Desire"..the one important thing that make us "alive". To feel that we are wanted, what is love when you are not adored? just a pretty present that you have sitting on top of the piano, for everyone to see.

I missed those nights. When we would ravish each other. when we would cling to each other's breath. Slowly, you kiss me on my forehead, eyes, nose and then my lips. You would linger and stay there for awhile.searching. I love the way his lips taste.the smell of his breath and it catches on, my body starts to shiver.

afterthought : Omg...it's all over the place..hahaha...can't believe I wrote this..lol