wrong way

 Our mind really play tricks on us..

I had conjure that illusion in my head not wanting to accept that I had been repelled in the beginning.

I wanted to see the good beginning but not the disaster ending.

My Instinct had been right all along.. and I’m glad I listened to my spirit guides.

I might had truly dodged a bullet.

What is a man if he had everything but devoid of empathy or  believes he is better than everyone else?

I do not care for such a man..

give me a poor but kind hearted one and respectful of your feelings or is genuinely a “ good soul”.

That’s what my momma taught me..because my dad was such a man.. but in the end he died successful.. regardless if he had accumulated accolades or riches later in life.Which he did, lots actually. 

And still..He kept his heart..

and that’s all that matter to me..someone like my honorable dad who was my hero.