Lovers way

 I’m walking around the city of Paris and I see a lot of couples. Old &young.. I tell myself.. maybe one day ..

Then I really want to go travel with the tour group in Belgium or Switzerland but I needed to work the next day .. I wouldn’t let myself get stressed like that so maybe later in the month i’ll go with her other trips..

Funny I’m not lonely..I’m just missing Dongie and my kids.. i’m glad Mae kept doing facetime with Abby .. I miss her more.. she was my companion, sleeps besides me in bed, watches tv with me, loves to go shopping with me. she just sits there in the cart being quiet so nobody notices her.  arghh.. i wish i could have taken her with me but I couldn’t yet.. hopefully someday.

I’m adamant to stay here in europe .. let’s see what happens next..