Aug 20 way

one of my door collection photos

 I just realized, I've never been alone for 4 weeks in 35 years. I was always around people. I had roommates when i was single, then when I got married I had my family. This month, was a revelation. I could be alone. I was alone anyway for 4 years well not with parents or siblings but thru the kindness of other people.

I would wake up in the morning and try to plan what I wanted to do. I survived for 4 weeks..alone.. I wasn't lonely like I said because I am still full of amazement with this place. If I have more money I would be traveling everywhere but I need a job to sustain that hobby.

Funny I just started to get to know other people..but I'm back to square one. I am loyal person and talking to Spock for now is enough. I don't know..it feels that he's kinda strange...but if he's playing games then , I'm moving on. How strange to be mature...you don't have any patience for games anymore.

Ate Josie didn't arrive yet..we spoke so briefly last night I didn't get to tell her my trip this coming Friday. I wonder how she would react. maybe she'll say go ahead..you've been cooped up in here long enough..lol

Is it weird there was another guy who has the same name like Spock trying to befriend me...but he's older..so nahh...ha ha ha...I don't care if someone is old and has money..I want someone that could keep up with me.....yeah right....lol,,I believe money will come around but not people who has no energy for you..lol

I cut my hair short too..I'm tired of putting my hair on a ponytail..It's going to be cold soon anyway..I wouldn't need to put my hair up.

Let's wait and see what Ate Josie is going to say about all these...I'm just curious but she really doesn't have any authority to stop me from anything..lol