September 1 way

 That damn song..lol..

"Wake me up when September ends.."

It is a great Sept morning..I just called someone that needs childcare. 4 kids...but the 2 are big already and twin girls. The mom said she'll be home most of the time..that's fine with me.

So, if I get the job I can stay... 

I told Spock last night, giving up after two months..is not me..I vow to do whatever I can I told myself. I really do want to see Winter in Paris..."cold" probably..lol 

Yeah, Spock got resurrected in my movie...lol

I've sent him this quote,"someone will be obssessed with you..it'll be probably a dog..it is what it is." ha ha ha..then he goes, "woof!?"

that's hilarious..

meh..no counting rainbows here..I live my life as it is..

Day just started..I plan to walk around later for exercise.

Btw... I love my bestfriend in college Liza..she really is a true friend..didn't hesitate for a minute to help me or extend a hand..I'm lucky to have her as a friend..I thank God for her. She actually inspired me to believe I can do it. I remember in the early 90's I stayed with her family in Texas. I was still single then. She was really like a sister to me.

We met in the University of Santo Tomas back home in one of my classes. She was taking Business Adm like me. I remember she used to go to my house and we'd hang out. She actually saw my first heartbreak. I just broke up with my "supposed" to be bf Vince and the next day, I saw him with a friend of mine flirting infront of our Commerce building. We were in the 4th floor looking down, then I spotted both of them. Dang...I was so mad and hurt at the same time. Nothing happened between me and Vince, I was too scared to commit to anybody because I was afraid I didn't know how to love someone. Either that I was so insecure. Vincent was handsome, loving and has money. But I still wasn't sure about him.

The truth is...ha ha ha...we got robbed on our last date. We were making out in his car ..lol..and someone knocked on the window and showed us a gun..lol..traumatic I guess...we gave all our money and the robber took some of my expensive earrings and rings that my mom gave me. I wore it because it was a special occassion, we were supposed to reunite again because I kept breaking up with him every six months....yeah yeah I know...it was hard to love me..I was a kid and unsure of myself. He was 18 and I was 19. Younger guys seems to always have a crush on me back in highschool..lol

So anyway, the next day..I was shocked and I broke up with him. the following week is when I saw him flirting with that hussy..lol

Liza was there..I remember going to the bathroom crying. And she was my strength..she was like, "to hell with him Angie..he's not worth it to cry for." I was so hurt but I blamed myself. Ok, another case of not meant to be..lol

Vincent was so cute, when he was courting me..he asked me what I liked..and I said a big cute stuff toy...next thing I knew He gave me a big "Ostrich"..lol😆 My very first stuff toy and it wasn't a cute Teddy bear..hahaha..oh well the boy was trying..he said, he couldn't find any bigger toy and that was the biggest (it was expensive too..lol)..so he bought me that..with a box of 12 red roses....ahhh..young love...I remember also, in Angelicum's fair..he dedicated a song for me in the DJ booth..it was "In Your Eyes"..because he said when he first saw me, he saw my eyes right away.....hmmm...I wonder how when I didn't see him..he saw me first..

Anyway, sorry about the trip from memory lane..lol

oh cool..I get to go to the woman today...wish me luck!