lost my title way

 Tommorrow is sunday and the 2 daughters will be here. I hope they don’t come or if they do it’s ok.. at least they come once a week to see their mother .

Please Lord I do not want to be in this 88 year old’s position. I know I brought sunshine and laughter for her..but when i’m not here ..I do not think her regular caretaker is as sunny as I. My point is, I’d rather pass than be in my bed and be dependent on other people to live.

Or maybe, I was meant to be here for her since she needed some kindness and happiness even for two weeks. 

I am indeed a patient person, I meant i’m patient with her and doesn’t want her to be inconvenienced .. unlike the other lady yells at her and maybe hit her a bit.. I would haunt that lady if I died and she was taking care of me..lol

The old lady seemed normal to me, she laughs with me or smiles big when i’m trying to be funny and makes her laugh. 

Anyway, one more week to go and i’m outta here again. I wonder what my next adventure will bw.

I can’t believe J is being kind to me.. he always has a kind heart.. too bad I wouldn’t really know the real him.

But I am grateful nevertheless.