12pm way

 

I have that famous post about giving someone some leeway, then if it happened --it's all good ...If not, then Delete and Block,,, ha aha

I do not intend to waste time anymore. I do not want to play games anymore. I will stop my insanity , my denials, my stupidity, lol

Life is out there...Live it!

Love is inside of you... I realized that now, not bitter but happy because I knew this all along.

I remember when I was an abandoned child, I'd play out in the sun all day. Nobody there to dissuade me..Lita
go home! nobody...

I would be running all over and felt so free. Well I was a child so all I knew at the time was just to "play".

I think that is how to be single.

Just "play" out there and enjoy your life. I do not mean play sexually...lol...I"m still a bit conservative for that. I'm too choosy and when I do like someone..I tell them but most of the time..I meet people I don't like so, "tigang"...hahaha..that's a filipino word for "empty"?? LOL

Maybe I should relish this freedom I have for the meantime, maybe I am being reared to take care of my grandchild..but I know she or he will be doted by their rich other grandparents...lol

I am not in a hurry to be in a relationship anyway. I should cherish my freedom. I miss Dongie still though, he gave me freedom in another sense before but I still miss being there for him.

Anyway, I've been watching a lot of those NDE shows again. I remember driving to Coconut Grove for an hour in I95 on my way to Coral Reef and I'd be listening to it on my iphone. Of course the car had bluetooth so the audio was clear. 

Talking about the afterlife that is so enchanting, but I truly know in my heart and soul that if your missions or goals here on earth is not done yet....you can't go back home yet.

Which made me think if I should talk to my twin again, but I had learned my lessons though with her. She's toxic and we couldn't get along...she's full of envy of my life so I just tried to steer clear of her. 

So today, I am getting myself ready to go tommorrow if Frank was unsuccesful to get my computer monitor from the evil Edna...lol

Please Lord, I hope I get the computer from Frank, I really do not want to confront a toxic person..