Letting go way

Enough.

 I think I was being told..You had one great "unconditional love" in your life and that is Enough.

NO need to look for anybody, just be happy and content that you had experienced that in your life. I do miss Dongie so much..The guru said, that when you find that person..he will click with all your ideals. I had prayed a test when I met him, I asked God if he goes to my church then he's the one for me. And he did, 29 years later we are""kindred spirits. He was always there for me and I for him thru thick and thin. He listens and gets along with my spiritual theories? lol...I've got him into posit

ive thinking, affirmations..and even a Baptist church to take the kids in Ohio. He was so easy to get along with.

I want someone like that. Someone who would get along with my crazy ideas, or ideologies...But really, maybe there will be no one since, I had someone like him before and there would be no way that I would find someone like that again. So, I am just going to go about my way...starts being more "adventurous" this time around. Myra has so many criterias for travelling and she likes to travel expensively..but I like to save my money and not be all out since I am just going to take photos and immerse in the experience. I will have to go by myself , I could do it...I did it in Italy,.went to Venice by myself..I can travel around France by myself too. I want to go there and learn the history of that place and go somewhere where I can meditate and just be grateful for the experience.

November is going to be tricky..I would not have a job until the middle of November I think..then I am hoping to start that new job by December.

I am not alone I have to remember...Dongie is with me and my other spirit guides..I know I am not yet meant to leave this earth...I still have lots to do ...whatever it is,...it is getting revealed day by day...