Own way

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 I can feel that physically.. I am so aware how alone I am.

Although I know you are watching me.. trying to make me feel youre there.

I would weep in silence for there is no one there to listen

I would wrap the air in between my arms.. 

that lingering  feeling that, when I closed my eyes.. you are enveloping me in my sorrows..

and then I would feel a calm..

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