Sergio Mendez way

Never let you go by Sergio Mendez

Ill never let you go, im gonna hold you in my arms forever.

For some reason this song just popped in my head. I like this song but it was ironic.

I associate this some with my sister and her crush. We had a party in my house, i think it was her birthday. And she had a huge crush on V. she didn’t

know, V and I was “ on” already.. lol.. i think that was a teenager thing or maybe a filipino title or something. 

Being “ on” means your bf and gf already. We kept it secret because my mom wouldn’t allow me to have a bf yet in highschool. meanwhile my sister was crazy over V. That night since it was her birthday, I told V to dance with her. I think he didn’t want to but he oblige. I didn’t really feel any jealousy since I knew he was “ mine” already..

So every time this song comes up.. I think of them dancing together. 

I’ve heard about V as of late. I saw his photo on line and he had lost his charm. He was really handsome, cute and had a big shoulder or body I think when we were younger without trying. He truly was my first puppy love. I heard he’s married now, actually talked to his wife on the phone and we hit it off🤣😆. She seemed like a nice lady and they’ve been married for almost 15 years now I think. They have no child.   They seemed happy by the way her voice sounded like.

Life… it just wasn’t meant to be. I was really flattered the guys who courted me were handsome back then. There was this one crush that I had I remember and he was Gen Montana’s son.. i forgot his name. We used to talk on the phone a lot but never met in person. His name was R.. I wonder how he is now.

We do meet  different kind of people in life. Short or long term. I wish Q would have stayed more in my life, unfortunately .. he is more interested elsewhere.. lol

Okey Angge.. stop it