Spare way

Okey.

I was a bit intrigued with what my friend M said, she said...my stories are not good. ha ha ha.. 

I didn't get mad.

She said i have other friends, why am I befriending her so much.? I don't understand..Maybe she just wants me to leave her alone. I think she really likes her independence and being a loner. She kept saying , she didn't need friends who can't equal her spending. She doesn't want to invite people who cannot afford to spend money or has no money so she just rather be alone.

I wonder why she thinks like that.

I thought we are good friends since we go hang out . But then she gets turned off because she thinks I don't have enough money.

But I want to save my money..I want to get Mae to visit me here with Abby maybe next year when I have that fulltime job.

I dont want to be like her, as soon as she has money she just spends it. 

I remember last year she said, she didn't get to pay her roommate because she went on a trip first. Maybe this year she has a better job with great salary that's why she can afford to spend a lot.

I'm gonna pray to God to find me a better suited friend, here in Paris..nothing is impossible with God.

I've just stayed here for 4 months. Lots of time to find a new friend. 

Maybe , I am being taught to be really independent.