Bible study way

 I opted to go with Ate Josie to the bible study with all filipinos . It was ok  , she told me i could meet people and network with them so i can find a job.

Honestly, it just broke my heart bec i remember when i was soul searching back in my 30’s.. or late 20’s.. It brought me back when I was a “ born again” christian in New York.

I had a good experience in the beginning then it became a nightmare wh en i learned it was a cult. 

I had fun with the other women in the church bec we had children with similar ages. Those days were fun.. when they were all under 7 years old.

Anyway.. i need to stop .. i need to not think about ..

im sleepy.. good night