Chemin trop tardif

As I walk back from the pharmacy...

A thought came across my mind.

I remember those days when I was in Texas. I wanted to get away from MW...I thought if I leave NY I'll forget him...but to no avail... I was lucky though my college bestfriend Liza and her family was there and helped me. Although I only managed to stay for six months because I was making more money in NY and I didn't have the patience to wait for my fortune in Texas.

Well, I was actually thinking.

I didn't have anything there... I bought a bike and road everywhere. Then I can still vividly remember thinking..while I was walking by the side of the road..which is weird because people don't walk much there..I had no choice.. I was thinking...when will I start driving?

I really wanted to know how to drive. Only when I went back to NY and reconciled with MW that I opted to go to driving school. This was the early 90's. I didn't get a chance to drive in Manila...because I know I am not meant to be there. ARggh...I suddenly missed my dad..(stop crying Lita)..

I am wondering now...how long will I finally drive legally here in Paris or France.

Is it too late? 

I was in my early twenties when these new things were happening in my life. And now, a lot of new stuffs are happening again...but Im decades older.

Maybe, that is something to look forward to. While we were on the trip last weekend, I looked at the highway ..the front seat by the bus driver. I saw all the familiar highway signs..I truly missed driving.All I did the last year was drive in my car...argghhh,,

Anyway, hopefully.. I can put down more "random" memories here...I know there is a reason why I had to...it has not been revealed yet..but maybe sooner than expected.