no Thanksgiving way

My very first no Thanksgiving..

First time I did not celebrate Thanksgiving after 35 years.

Those were good memories because I was always thankful...plus I thought as an american.

Today, I woke up in Paris and I feel all alone in this room. My roommate left for work .

YOu do not feel the holidays in this room..no decorations and stuffs. Maybe I should put some just so we can feel it in here. I want to get a a mini christmas tree. Where do I get it though? there's no Walmart here..lol

I hope to survive this first holiday away from home. I can actually smell someone around me, maybe it's Dongie.

Im too sad to write..