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It was sent so clearly...

""What you control, controls  you".. What you run from will chase you on your journey."

Whoa...

Tha's what I have been doing...controlling yet running away from this ...

I need to face it, I need to be more responsible...I need to admit it to myself....that I can do this by myself..I don't need any man..I just need God.. as I've always depended on...my guardian angels and mam mary..I know Dongie is trying to tell me to do this..but I do refuse to listen at times...It was nice though when you know he is just after my well being.

I know...

so many posts that Dongie is included...I could not help it..Even if he is not here, I appreciate all the good things he did for me. He and my dad are the only men who truly loved me on this earth journey. I really doubt that there will be another man who will love me as much they had loved me. Maybe , I 'll be just an old widow..hahaha..

But really, there are a lot of guys out there..I just do not want to get hurt anymore. If someone "grand" comes to my life...then so be it..but there are criterias now...He had to accept my "spirituality" someone like Alex..hahaha...my favorite podcaster..the host of " Next Level Soul " podcast..I wanted someone who can understand my "soul language"...

I think I am being called to share these ideologies..I've been meeting people who are non believers..or are spiritually starved..they dont know though..But maybe it will be revealed someday if I had to share my knowledge on these.