Forgive me way

I woke up this morning..

I listened to my morning affirmations...I heard, "Forgive yourself".

Which I need to. I kept thinking I made "failed" decisions...the freaking, what if's , what would haves...Then I know deep inside, if it is not for me..regardless if I did do it ..it won't go my way. Maybe I saved myself time to not get involved in it. I truly know, something "wonderful" is on the horizon. Things always change, sometimes for the better.

I told myself...

No more negative thinking..always try my affirmations...it helped Dongie and I before ..thats how we bought our big house in Ohio. I know I will succeed here in Paris. Just be patient little angel Padawan.

I really need to go back to my Photography..it had been in a slump according to Mark Twain. It was nice that he calls me once in awhile checking how I've been. Also with funny Markie...all these Marks in my life. I am just glad I have long time friends who cares. Maybe they're Americans so that's why they are kind, good people.

Anyway, I need to work on my photos...then soon my book.