simple happiness way

So, a lot had kept in touch with me to see how I am..

I am fortunate I have long time friends which I prefer. I do not have a lot of friends but the ones I keep are "forever"..just like my bestfriends, in college Liza and in Highschool Anna. They do genuinely asks me how I am from time to time even when I was in the states. I do that even when I was younger, have just one or two close friends. Those I haven't gotten in contact, I would not really call close friends.

Today is my first born's 31st birthday!! Ahhhhhhh!!! I'm officially old!! imagine when he turns 40? I seriously doubt I'll be alive by then. lol I do not want to get that old!!

I really am happy to hear from Anna . I hope she's ok. she is considered a spinster or old maid if she isnt married? how funny, she's a spinster and I'm a widower. I told her my friend M told me that I'm leaving Paris because I don't have a "lover"..hahaha...We were both cracking up. I said, I need a lover to stay in Paris?? lol.. To be honest, it's true though...."If" I have a bf  here then that would be a good reason to stay..or not...lol....I'm not looking so there...I will leave...ha ha ha..

Who knows what the future brings. I am glad she is being "positive" for me. Those are real friends, someone who "encourages" you and stands by you. I hope so. I'll be devastated if something happens to her. I hope God protects her whereever she goes.