wth way

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I've been so vigilant with my meditations..

what is going on? I am doing my visualization. I need to do much more?

Christmas is done..it is the most....ugh ,ugh, ugh of all christmases. I want to be busy again and keep on working.

Well the sun came out today..actually it was sunset that I saw today..it was good though.

For some reason I cannot divulge my thoughts as much anymore.


I just want this year to get done. 

Lord, please give me the strength to endure till the end of the year. I know you have great surprises for me next year! :) 

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