Just whatever posts way

I am done doing the everyday challenge posts. I will just post as I thought. 

I am also still struggling with the issue of coming back home. It is tempting, Josh's offer in Seattle. It also means I can spend 3 months with my favorite cousin Pinky...and my friend MD if  Detroit is nearby? I guess not, just checked it and it's 72 hours by bus or train..lol

Anyway, I kept dreaming I was back home. BUt at the same time, while I rode the bus to work to Jean Jaures..I admire the nice buildings we passed by. It kinda reminds me of Park Avenue in New York City but extensive..lol. I was also thinking, what a pleasure it is to see Paris in the winter..it does reminds me of NYC in the 90's when I was single. Although I was busy working ,I'd take a break now and then. I am glad Stevie took me back now and then when I get upset at work..lol

I love seeing the trees all barren without leaves..it's like poetry. It is tripped off it's essentials yet it still stood tall..hoping to see spring and gain back it's luscious leaves. 

I will try to Love myself more also this year. No more love sickness.. I need to abandon that thinking, I am not a martyr anymore. I need to learn how to cherish myself more. Not give in to overthnking about this ahole who bothers my mind. I need to let go. I am free after all. I am not ready for any commitment. Just to commit to myself that I will take care and love myself more before I love anybody else. 

There are so many filipina women here that I know are growing old "single"..they should be a good example. BUt I think I am meant to be with someone..whoever he is...the one that adjusted my hood of my jacket for me. I shall wait whoever he is.

Work had been fun, I think...I like that I don't have to solve big cases and stuffs..it is simple and I am enjoying it. that's what work should be all about. I still want to do my photography though...God please lead me to the right people who will help me here to do more of my passion.

Life is short..One minute you're standing in a bus..the next youre gone..lol

I still am missing Florida..this is by Coconut Grove..I wonder how Coral Reef doing. I'm sure JV is still there..that was a ride that job..learned a lot and made lots of money..lol