B is for Busy Bee
Haven’t written here in forever it seemed.. i am still deciding if i do want these blogs to be read out there.. maybe be anon for the meantime still. A whole lot had happened lately.. Good .. some very good.. but i think its like a out of conscience experience. I am happy but as always.. happiness is a hard concept for me.. im used to just existing to exist.. until something really wonderful happens.. I do want to feel it while it’s happening.. but it just felt incredulous.. Let’s wait by the end of May if I still feeling happy .. then it’s for real..